Lavender Log
What is an experience that shaped your life?
I recall the hairs on my arms standing up and my body sharing a dance with the earth as the wind gently pardoned itself and passed through my orbit. It was Tuesday or maybe Friday- It was definitely Monday, I know it was Monday because I looked forward to Mondays- Those were the days that made me feel like I was being privileged with a fresh start, another chance to make something happen—the beginning and end; beautiful chaos, in holy matrimony. I don't love the idea of not having snow in the winter- Asher in Wonderland. The snow can be quite inspiring, as are most things I suppose; glass half full. Perhaps it's perfectly normal to feel cold without the presence of a themed ambiance. No one prepares you for the storm, not really anyway. Rehearsal is matched with execution; it cannot stand alone on checklists. This may happen, so what if it does? What is the process for intercepting the things we are preparing for? I knew what the moment was; I just felt I shouldn't have had to endure the impacts of systems failing to protect the promise of dignity, fullness; humanity. I was a victim of abuse as a child and leaning into my adult years; From having my choice stolen and being violated repeatedly to being manipulated into hating the sight and presence of my being. I never had the opportunity to thoroughly enjoy my childhood. I don't have a recollection of being carefree. I wasn't your average kid whose only worry was whether or not the ice cream truck would be on time today or if I would be forced to clean up what I can only assume to be a huge mess from creating those paintings and drawings for Mom to make her day. I was the reserved kid in the corner; lukewarm. Observant of everything; I knew the precise moment the bell would ring signaling students back to class. Overly cautious, prematurely ambitious; pursuer of ideological structures.To say that my many experiences shaped who I am today is an understatement. I am not simply a product of my trauma but a reflection of profound love, organic imagination, and my commitment to personal and collective liberation. Today, I write to you as a promoter of peace and humanity, a champion for black liberation, racial and social justice, education advocacy, and a guardian of cultural appreciation, celebration, and representation.
Cultured Seeds Inc. hosted our 8th Art showcase, “Backyard Gems” on May 17th. The inspiration for the artist was around the theme, of “Memory”. What is an experience that shaped your life? A new addition was added, “Community Flowers” a random quantitative survey where they provided feedback on the overall event. Given that the theme revolved around memory, we found it to be a creative method to emphasize the importance of shaping the desired experience. Completing the survey helps individuals remember past experiences more vividly. Additionally, we look forward to acknowledging all the contributions showcased each year, a respectful gesture to honor our community's assets. When you take a moment to ponder deeply, what would you like to be remembered for? What steps can you take now to turn your dreams into a reality? Mostly, it should be about the memories you hope to create and sustain.
Top 3 artists of the night:
Diana Jackson ( Educator, Wife, Mother)
Hannah Esqueda-Freeman ( Communications Director, Wife, Community Advocate)
Jai’reeice Jackson ( Mental Health Advocate, Brother, Son)
These amazing individuals provided show-stopping masterpieces for our Gallery Walk and of course, shared more about what inspired their final product. The remaining participants received a personalized jar filled with a set amount of coins for their contribution, which is associated with our CHANGE lab as a way to pay homage, restore, and put resources back into our community. Backyard Gems, because we owe it to ourselves to prioritize mental health, heal, build each other up and around, and end the cycle of generational trauma.
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